It looks like only one last step, then GOTCHA! but, it's not like what i expected before. yah, she did her choice to not be wtih me because of the study. Even that's fine for me, but yah, it keeps broke all the things!
but, my friend said to me, all happiness will come on its time, but you have to struggle for it first.
yah, maybe it's true, maybe this is not the right time for me, but I'm sure, IT will give me the best thing in this world!
And now, i will try to keep move on, focus on my study too. being success on national exam, and college entry selection test!
yah, but i cant lie, she fulfill my entire life right now. She just came to my life, and i accept her, then just go like what i want, but not in the end.
that's all for now, here the most suitable lyrics for me now.
".. still everyday i think about you, i know for a fact, this's not your problem, but if you change your mind, you will find me hanging on to the place, where the big blue sky collapse.."

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